Being a Chinese American will always be a double edged sword. If you don't denounce CCP then you're a commie for Americans and if you don't publicly defend China then you'll be considered Anti- Chinese bootlickers by Mainlanders.Many “patriotic” Chinese on mainland forums are actually cheering the beatings because they think that all Asian Americans are anti-Chinese bootlickers. I can’t decide whether they are less or more disgusting than the 高华 who cheer the beatings because the Asians beaten were CCP supporters.
There isn't any quick fix for this. Both sides want the Asian community to choose sides.